So I m in a position where out of sheer boredom I find myself having to reflect on the story so far.
About half a year ago I turned a new leaf on my approach to Life that coincided with my discovery of neo masculinity.
I became determinate and adamant in pursuing and achieving my goals and maintaining/improving my physical state.
In doing so I actually managed to progress in y current relationship as well.
From being a manginaed drifter I became a man with a mission.
Upgraded my gear to premium equipment and started getting cash in the bank.
My strategy involves a lit of fee style travelling and salesmanship so improvising is my main priority.
But I ve discovered that in situations where I am being unproductive for more than a day I get horribly frustrated and sour mooded to the point where even my libido drops.
I only thought about this today after 3 days of not making something palpable (to me) happen.
My question to you guys is if this is normal for people who treat life as a constant quest and/or have built their success on this kind of progression?
About half a year ago I turned a new leaf on my approach to Life that coincided with my discovery of neo masculinity.
I became determinate and adamant in pursuing and achieving my goals and maintaining/improving my physical state.
In doing so I actually managed to progress in y current relationship as well.
From being a manginaed drifter I became a man with a mission.
Upgraded my gear to premium equipment and started getting cash in the bank.
My strategy involves a lit of fee style travelling and salesmanship so improvising is my main priority.
But I ve discovered that in situations where I am being unproductive for more than a day I get horribly frustrated and sour mooded to the point where even my libido drops.
I only thought about this today after 3 days of not making something palpable (to me) happen.
My question to you guys is if this is normal for people who treat life as a constant quest and/or have built their success on this kind of progression?
We move between light and shadow, mutually influencing and being influenced through shades of gray...