Addressing some of the replies:
RobTormar
Definitely too hung up on this chick, I have idealised her. Working on detaching myself from her, it's just hard to have an abundance mentality without abundance, I actually read the thread on here about that, it helped.
Motivation to hunt, I don't watch porn and have recently gone on no fap. My libido isn't the issue, probably 50% coping mechanism and 50% fussy standards.
I have a good diet, lift heavy, sleep decent and have a MMA background. My health is good.
You're right Baphomet, if I'd physically approached at that point, I could have got her out to coffee etc. I let her stay in her text comfort zone and avoid meeting. Those approaches were great ideas.
Great advice IronButt, I felt that I'd left it too open by not locking down a date. Will use in future.
Good general advice Hoser, I certainly wasn't suggesting I knew everything because I'd taken the red pill. More along the lines of I've chosen to see reality and deal with reality in a proactive way. I know my next 2-3 years will be a learning process of ups and downs. I'm generally pretty good at not giving a fuck but I'm just (I believe) hung up on this whore/Madonna complex and I struggle with relationships because I don't like being vulnerable.
Just sucks that I'm not going to get this girl for even just a smash. I'm actually confident about that side of things, it's just the procuring viable mates I'm hopeless with.
Thanks for all the advices guys. Warms my heart to see strangers helping me try to get my dick wet. Just finished Bang too, great book and Roosh is far less apocalyptic than Roissy who sometimes almost re-black pills me.
RobTormar
Definitely too hung up on this chick, I have idealised her. Working on detaching myself from her, it's just hard to have an abundance mentality without abundance, I actually read the thread on here about that, it helped.
Motivation to hunt, I don't watch porn and have recently gone on no fap. My libido isn't the issue, probably 50% coping mechanism and 50% fussy standards.
I have a good diet, lift heavy, sleep decent and have a MMA background. My health is good.
You're right Baphomet, if I'd physically approached at that point, I could have got her out to coffee etc. I let her stay in her text comfort zone and avoid meeting. Those approaches were great ideas.
Great advice IronButt, I felt that I'd left it too open by not locking down a date. Will use in future.
Good general advice Hoser, I certainly wasn't suggesting I knew everything because I'd taken the red pill. More along the lines of I've chosen to see reality and deal with reality in a proactive way. I know my next 2-3 years will be a learning process of ups and downs. I'm generally pretty good at not giving a fuck but I'm just (I believe) hung up on this whore/Madonna complex and I struggle with relationships because I don't like being vulnerable.
Just sucks that I'm not going to get this girl for even just a smash. I'm actually confident about that side of things, it's just the procuring viable mates I'm hopeless with.
Thanks for all the advices guys. Warms my heart to see strangers helping me try to get my dick wet. Just finished Bang too, great book and Roosh is far less apocalyptic than Roissy who sometimes almost re-black pills me.