Another late bloomer at 17.
Got head at 14 though. And in 8th grade once we were partying on the riverbar and I had this out-of-town 16 year old in the bushes. Just as she asked if I had a condum, one of my buddies was in the middle of the river crying like a baby and threatening to kill himself because none of the girls liked him. haha
I split on her to go play fucking counselor and by the time I talked dumbass out of the water, the chance was lost. I even had shots with seniors in high school a few times when I was 13/14 and was too scared. Was a good-looking kid but shy when it came down to it - I think that's why I embraced drinking so much.
My first bang was this complete little whore (beat up face but nice body) and I took out all my years of pent up sexual frustration on her - tried out every position I could think of that night. Her older sister was getting banged by my player buddy downstairs on the living room floor (new house w/ no furniture yet) and we tried to pull a swap afterward too (though not sure I was 100% into it).
Next thing you know little sister had stalled that mission and had me cornered in the back of the house and was crying her eyes out about how I didn't care about her and how I just treated her like a filthy whore. I threw it back on her like it was all her own fault and at some point I just pushed her to her knees and she's just bobbing my knob and crying.
While all of this was going on, one of the better-looking girls in our school showed up outside my house looking for me, and my buddies stopped her from coming in. We'd made plans to hang out that night but I though she flaked. They tried to lie to her but at one point she figured out I was in there with some other girls, and then I walked out with no shirt and hickies all over my chest and neck to talk to her.
We started dating about a week later and stayed together for a year and a half.
You could say I went big my first time. Ah, memories. I think we won the game that night too.
Beyond All Seas
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe.
To be your own man is a hard business. If you try it, you'll be lonely often, and sometimes
frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself." - Kipling