After my thread about how im tired of dates and ONS, i want to go deeper.
Im 32 and have a lot of trouble finding a "keeper". I almost never feel enough chemistry to like someone for a LTR, and when it happens, the girl isnt into me. Also happens the other way, some girls fall in love with me, but they are not my kind. Story of my life.
Ive had 3 relationships that didnt go well. Thanks to these experiences i know how to filter and what i want in life.
I hate when people say "stop searching and it will come to you". First, this happens only to women because they are hit on every day multiple times. Second, how is it going to come to you if you are not "visible" and active? In my case, i own real estate and dont have to work for a living, therefore i barely meet new people. I also live in Spain, which is a country where girls are specially picky, to make things worse, i live in an island which makes it "hard mode", because girls look to care more about having a "trophy" boyfriend instead of someone who makes them happy, its very very physical and they are not always very LTR oriented until the clock ticks. Also again, being on an island, my chances are geographically limited.
I love slav girls (had two exes from poland who live here), i could travel abroad for a couple months and try my luck there, the problem is that you have to find a woman willing to leave everything behind and go to your country.
Anecdote: My last good candidate came out after a dating break, right the first day when i decided to try again. After meeting every single day for a month and having great times, she turned out to be into violent and sadistic sex (very different from rough sex), everything was going great and unexpectedly she dumped me from one day to another, mostly because i wasnt into leaving her with bruises on every normal everyday sex session.
Before coming back to dating i promised myself i was trying for the last time and then i would give up completely from relationships. I thought maybe my way of life could be "mini loves" or FWB all along my life, but to be honest im pissed that i cannot find a keeper.
Im 32 and have a lot of trouble finding a "keeper". I almost never feel enough chemistry to like someone for a LTR, and when it happens, the girl isnt into me. Also happens the other way, some girls fall in love with me, but they are not my kind. Story of my life.
Ive had 3 relationships that didnt go well. Thanks to these experiences i know how to filter and what i want in life.
I hate when people say "stop searching and it will come to you". First, this happens only to women because they are hit on every day multiple times. Second, how is it going to come to you if you are not "visible" and active? In my case, i own real estate and dont have to work for a living, therefore i barely meet new people. I also live in Spain, which is a country where girls are specially picky, to make things worse, i live in an island which makes it "hard mode", because girls look to care more about having a "trophy" boyfriend instead of someone who makes them happy, its very very physical and they are not always very LTR oriented until the clock ticks. Also again, being on an island, my chances are geographically limited.
I love slav girls (had two exes from poland who live here), i could travel abroad for a couple months and try my luck there, the problem is that you have to find a woman willing to leave everything behind and go to your country.
Anecdote: My last good candidate came out after a dating break, right the first day when i decided to try again. After meeting every single day for a month and having great times, she turned out to be into violent and sadistic sex (very different from rough sex), everything was going great and unexpectedly she dumped me from one day to another, mostly because i wasnt into leaving her with bruises on every normal everyday sex session.
Before coming back to dating i promised myself i was trying for the last time and then i would give up completely from relationships. I thought maybe my way of life could be "mini loves" or FWB all along my life, but to be honest im pissed that i cannot find a keeper.