Back in Jakarta I was living a great lifestyle- enjoying the cheap cost of living, buffet of girls on offer and generally being high in the social ladder. If you see some of my other posts- I managed to get lays on top of a volcano, in a swimming pool, my apartment rooftop and even on my boss' desk.
Now I'm back in the UK I feel like my energy and passion has gone- I'm not the same person as i was when i was back out there. This energy and passion I had lead to me getting successful with plenty of girls but now i can't do that here.
I'm thinking it was down to the 'white God' foreigner status which gave me such a confidence boost and was great for my ego. We all know that confidence gets girls but back in the UK and starting Uni i don't have this same sense of value and i just feel like an average guy with nothing going for me.
I used Tinder a lot when i was in Jakarta but don't really want to do that here at uni cos i'll end up getting recognized and i don't want that lol. I've joined the cycling society but there's not many girls in that- thinking of joining other societies just to increase my chances of meeting other people. The issue is just when chatting to people i feel a lack in energy and motivation- and i also just feel like im a boring person because of it. I often don't know what to say to others.
I feel like i'm coming into some sort of lull like depression which i want to avoid. My plan is to keep myself busy- avoid spending too much time in my room. Everyone's idea of uni seems to be getting drunk and going wild where as i'm not really into this lifestyle. My aim at the moment is to find a good bunch of friends and also a girlfriend who I can have regular sex with/ watch movies and head into town, go to the beach- meals etc...
I've just gone and emptied my thoughts on this post- not totally sure what my question is or aim of this post is- just wanted to share and see if any of you guys are in this or have been in this situation before.
Now I'm back in the UK I feel like my energy and passion has gone- I'm not the same person as i was when i was back out there. This energy and passion I had lead to me getting successful with plenty of girls but now i can't do that here.
I'm thinking it was down to the 'white God' foreigner status which gave me such a confidence boost and was great for my ego. We all know that confidence gets girls but back in the UK and starting Uni i don't have this same sense of value and i just feel like an average guy with nothing going for me.
I used Tinder a lot when i was in Jakarta but don't really want to do that here at uni cos i'll end up getting recognized and i don't want that lol. I've joined the cycling society but there's not many girls in that- thinking of joining other societies just to increase my chances of meeting other people. The issue is just when chatting to people i feel a lack in energy and motivation- and i also just feel like im a boring person because of it. I often don't know what to say to others.
I feel like i'm coming into some sort of lull like depression which i want to avoid. My plan is to keep myself busy- avoid spending too much time in my room. Everyone's idea of uni seems to be getting drunk and going wild where as i'm not really into this lifestyle. My aim at the moment is to find a good bunch of friends and also a girlfriend who I can have regular sex with/ watch movies and head into town, go to the beach- meals etc...
I've just gone and emptied my thoughts on this post- not totally sure what my question is or aim of this post is- just wanted to share and see if any of you guys are in this or have been in this situation before.