Greetings Rooshers
I thought I would do a post to properly introduce myself and tell a little about my story.
I am not someone in need of immediate help with women, being in a long term relationship. However it hasn't always been that way! Once I was what some people call an 'incel' and fairly bitter and angry about it. So I know exactly what the feelings are of someone in that situation. During that time I developed my own 'red pill' knowledge to try and understand my lack of success with women inspite of the fact that I was judged to be tall and good looking.
My basic problem was that I didn't understand the social environment because I wasn't connected directly with the social environment. There was a wall of deluded culture between me and the real social environment. Even when I interpreted things in my own red pill way it didn't help as it meant that I had a divergent ideology from other people. I later discovered game as a means of punching through that wall in order to view and manipulate the social environment. However, even using game the wall still remains.
One solution is to view the social environment directly, however this has its dangers… but I won't get ahead of myself here.
Due to some fortuitous circumstances I happened to gain the ability to see the psycho-sexual environment directly. This was both a good and a bad thing and confirmed a lot of the 'proto-redpill' ideas I had been developing from a philosophical point of view, while blowing some of them out of the water and making others irrelevant.
Later, once I had been though this whole crisis I had to work out a way forward. The key problem was that my new knowledge seemed to have no contemporary antecedents. Worse, talking about it tends to collapse the social environment. This is because the social environment emerges out of certain emotional and sexual systems, and there is no way to go beyond those systems to discuss those systems themselves, without the involvement of those systems. - Probably I don't explain that very well but that's the nature of the beast.
Another way of putting it is that there nothing but game. There's just good game and really bad game that doesn't work. Game that might have worked in a time or place but doesn't work now.
Infact this very post is game!
What I decided to do in about 2007 was to make a chronological compilation of all my writings and attempts to understand the world both as an 'aspie incel' and as an aware person with the transitional part in-between also documented. This year I finally put this book on Amazon where of course no one bought it, but it wasn't my original intention to put it out there in anything other than a legacy sense. I'm not even going to put a link to that unless I'm asked for it because I know no-one would buy it and it would probably be seen as spam anyway.
Then there was the Elliot Rodgers incident and I reassessed the situation. I could see that not only were some people leading sad, deluded lives like I had led, but also they could pose a direct danger to people other than themselves so if I could help I really should help rather than be worried about the unknown effect on society.
So here I am ready to help if I can, but also to learn from other members as everyone has their own unique experiences.
One question I might ask is whether anyone has been through a similar transformational experience in their understanding of the world? By that I mean in particular learning about yourself as well as just learning how to use game on women.
I thought I would do a post to properly introduce myself and tell a little about my story.
I am not someone in need of immediate help with women, being in a long term relationship. However it hasn't always been that way! Once I was what some people call an 'incel' and fairly bitter and angry about it. So I know exactly what the feelings are of someone in that situation. During that time I developed my own 'red pill' knowledge to try and understand my lack of success with women inspite of the fact that I was judged to be tall and good looking.
My basic problem was that I didn't understand the social environment because I wasn't connected directly with the social environment. There was a wall of deluded culture between me and the real social environment. Even when I interpreted things in my own red pill way it didn't help as it meant that I had a divergent ideology from other people. I later discovered game as a means of punching through that wall in order to view and manipulate the social environment. However, even using game the wall still remains.
One solution is to view the social environment directly, however this has its dangers… but I won't get ahead of myself here.
Due to some fortuitous circumstances I happened to gain the ability to see the psycho-sexual environment directly. This was both a good and a bad thing and confirmed a lot of the 'proto-redpill' ideas I had been developing from a philosophical point of view, while blowing some of them out of the water and making others irrelevant.
Later, once I had been though this whole crisis I had to work out a way forward. The key problem was that my new knowledge seemed to have no contemporary antecedents. Worse, talking about it tends to collapse the social environment. This is because the social environment emerges out of certain emotional and sexual systems, and there is no way to go beyond those systems to discuss those systems themselves, without the involvement of those systems. - Probably I don't explain that very well but that's the nature of the beast.
Another way of putting it is that there nothing but game. There's just good game and really bad game that doesn't work. Game that might have worked in a time or place but doesn't work now.
Infact this very post is game!
What I decided to do in about 2007 was to make a chronological compilation of all my writings and attempts to understand the world both as an 'aspie incel' and as an aware person with the transitional part in-between also documented. This year I finally put this book on Amazon where of course no one bought it, but it wasn't my original intention to put it out there in anything other than a legacy sense. I'm not even going to put a link to that unless I'm asked for it because I know no-one would buy it and it would probably be seen as spam anyway.
Then there was the Elliot Rodgers incident and I reassessed the situation. I could see that not only were some people leading sad, deluded lives like I had led, but also they could pose a direct danger to people other than themselves so if I could help I really should help rather than be worried about the unknown effect on society.
So here I am ready to help if I can, but also to learn from other members as everyone has their own unique experiences.
One question I might ask is whether anyone has been through a similar transformational experience in their understanding of the world? By that I mean in particular learning about yourself as well as just learning how to use game on women.