Quote: (02-21-2014 10:56 AM)General Mayhem Wrote:
What triggers it? A lot of times it happens when I pursue things that I am good at but don't really like. I am talented at a bunch of things, and I have the ability to pursue them until my heart is not longer in it I fly off the chain. I start loathing like crazy.
Same thing in college. I usually get one teacher every semester that pulls me aside and tries to figure me out. I have heard things like, "You are one of the most peculiar students I have ever seen" and "Your mind works in a way that most don't" and this is at one of the largest Universities in America. I think they just aren't used to having students buck the trend so hard. I have never been able to just lie down and take the bullshit you are supposed to take in college. One professor actually suggested that I should just drop out of school to travel and write. I almost don't want to though. I've taken tests that say I am a creative genius, but I hate the discussion of writing as a trade. Writing is a coping mechanism. The people who fantasize about a quiet little nook where they can sit with a drink and a cigar while they pound out the next great American novel are all full of shit.
I totally agree that college is a horrible time for self betterment. However, I have grown a lot thanks to the Red Pill. I do look forward the post-college years though.
I am interested in knowing if anybody else is like this and how they make a living despite not being able to stay in any one place for too long.
I can really relate to this.
I am one crafty mo-fo, always learning things and I seem to catch on quickly if I am interested. cooking, trades, science, business etc... I have taken in a lot of things. If it needs creativity I'll take a stab at it and often be good at it.
Hell, I even took opera lessons for shits and giggles, and turned out I have a great vocal range, and Im not tone deaf. Buddy teaching said I even had potential. Weird.
Point is, I've been there. Staying interested in a field of work is hard if there is no challenge or something to be learned. Or if you learn it and later cant find ways to learn new things from it.
Some people find comfort in finding an easy, no waves niche. It drives me crazy since I'm always trying to find creative ways/solutions or hacks to everything I do. Commitment seems such a strange concept since you know nothing is permanent. Maybe I do have issues with commitment. Or ADD.
the past:
For years I wasted potential working in restaurants, though it was profitable (and you got feedback immediately in cash). Giving that up was hard, but I burned out. And never stayed more than 2 years in any given place, I must add.
It seemed that I outgrew what the places could offer me, and what I could learn from the place. Some people have told me 'you are gonna make us rich!'. . . And I did, but didnt get richer in the process. Another reason why I shy away from conventional work for other people these days.
Present:
Someone once said that 'finding an employee that is a good creative problem solver is worth its weight in gold'. I think its true. So there is a job out there for you, but you'll have to find your niche.
The most challenging part I think is finding a job that will be profitable, challenging and interesting. A hard combination.
Now and the future:
How am I making a living is a lot of hustle, for years I had all kinds of jobs. Look for something with flex hours. Sales is one way, though its frustrating as all fuck. Some creative field might be good for you, or a combination of both (sales and creative).
Now I have my own business, coordinating a lot of people, trying to get something going. Its very frustrating, but rewarding. Try opening your own business, its one way to stay focused for sure. Knowing that there might be a great reward for you at the end is priceless, really.
I do get to use my creative side for problem solving and there is no end to what there is to learn.
Ha, that got real personal real quick.