"This constant obsession for white women, is due to self hate, being ashame of his race, inferiority complex,"
jerome, as much as i want to contradict you, there is some truth to what you are saying, and you make the perfect foil for this thread. you are, however, either inventing or projecting some of the points in your argument.
first of all, it's true, i am not attracted to girls who "look like me". is that some self hate? maybe. or maybe it's biological or evolutionary or whatever. i did find it weird when tiger woods married the whitest girl in the world, when he himself was a black/asian man. and i do find it odd when the successful black men always go for either white girls, or latinas, or light skinned blacks, but never for girls as black as them. i am thinking about michael jordan with that cuban chick, or about kanye singing about hooking up with "light skinned girls". the examples are everywhere.
second point, i am not into blondes! if i was, that would be more of an issue, in my mind.
and, this part is just not true:
"It seem the op is proud of getting white girls, not beautiful girls"
jerome, by any chance are you black or mixed or asian, and does it bother you that i am a mixed american man out there chasing white aryan chicks haha-- which i am not! you probably don't read my blog, but if you did, you would know that my obsession is in fact girls with dark hair and pale skin, the "italian girl" look i call it, which seems to be popular in spain, romania, serbia, croatia, etc. --- and in venezuela, colombia, and miami cuban girls -- although admittedly venezualan and colombian girls have slightly more tanned skin, but still, i think venezuelan and colombian girls are scorching hot. to me, these two girls just about define ideal beauty:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjcTCWLNXQA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cht5c1-xRzU
and these are mixed latin girls like me. i am NOT into the white blonde aryan girls. in fact, the only reason i started going after blondes is that they like me more! the dark haired girls in spain aren't into me as much, but the blonde spanish girls are into me more. it's true.
"proud of who you are, regardless if you are at a disadvantage."
1. i am proud
2. in germany, i am *not* at a disadvantage, i am at an advantage!!! did you read the original post?? the white blond girls find me exotic and mysterious, and that is awesome. again, i would rather have a venezuelan girl with that beautiful round ass and those big latin cat eyes, but fuck it, blondies are sexy too.
anyway, this is all fun to talk about, and again, even if you are not understanding my point fully, it is good for me to explain myself, because that is how i fully internalize what i myself am trying to say.
alright, gotta go catch my flight back to spain.
cheers everybody.