Quote: (03-19-2015 12:10 AM)Pride male Wrote:
Aren't most men Naturals at 5-7 years before puberty, rejections, conscience and self consciousness kicks in? I know when I was a kid I was kissing girls, approaching and teasing them. Then the rejections started piling up and I retreated into my shell of video games and porn. Oh yeah, I also went to an all boys' school.
I would like to read more about this. Not the porn and video games, but being a natural at young ages like 5 to 7.
I can't really remember what happened, it just seemed like the closer I got to age 10 or 12 the worse I got with girls and people.
Maybe it has to do with being extremely selfish at those young ages and only caring about what you want. As you age you realize the world is much bigger than YOU. So you take steps to start caring about what other people think and start trying act "socially acceptable."
Then it's a silly game of who your role models are and accepting advice/social ques from them. After all, you don't know any better. Unfortunately, not all role models are worthy of the position. Meaning, they can make or break you.
Honestly, should I have known better than to listen to my parents, youth leaders, and/or teachers? It sounds like I'm trying to blame someone. The fact is, children are very impressionable.
The only thing to do is pick up the pieces and start trying to live by a "red pill" code - to become the natural you always wanted to be.