I'm fully aware of what I'm doing and that it might not be the right thing, but I'm just doing it.
^^^
From experience, I can tell you this is a dangerous attitude to have
You are knowingly placing yourself in misery's way, why are you doing what she is expecting of you
I've seen many guys squander their youth like this unknowingly
You seem like an enlightened guy, but even after the above advice and your own self talk you knowingly are going down a path that ends badly for you both
^^^
From experience, I can tell you this is a dangerous attitude to have
You are knowingly placing yourself in misery's way, why are you doing what she is expecting of you
I've seen many guys squander their youth like this unknowingly
You seem like an enlightened guy, but even after the above advice and your own self talk you knowingly are going down a path that ends badly for you both
MDP