Quote: (12-31-2014 12:18 AM)RoastBeefCurtains4Me Wrote:
I think the document indicates she saw one or two of the guys more than once, but I'm not sure. In any case, this is very little sex. She racked up a notch count this forum considers unmarriageable, and only got laid every four months or so? Why not have a boyfriend?
She never got to have the kind of sexual relationship where you are crazy for each other and fuck like rabbits. Sure, she banged guys she considers hot, but she must have been sexually frustrated about 99 out of 100 days. WTF?
Furthermore, if she only had the act of sex so few times, she must have been inexperienced in bed. Wouldn't know how to give a good blow job. Wouldn't know how to squirm around and act hot while being fucked. While youth is highly desirable in a sex partner, there's no doubt that experience and the resulting skill make a big difference. Some people even say that skill > youth. I wouldn't go this far, but here you have a 22 year old college graduate with an N of 13+, who barely knows what to do in bed. Again, why would anybody choose this path?
She was a 6 on a good day and fucked guys much hotter/of higher value than her on average. Of course most would not return. The list was partly a revenge of her and hamsterization of the fact that none of the men she liked wanted to at least upgrade her to a fuckbuddy - never mind a girlfriend.
I remember reading her list back when I was still Blue Pill. Now I can make more sense out of it.
Slutty 6s are the worst offenders of it - while their 7-9s girlfriends occasionally get "hawt" guys as fuckbuddies or mini-relationships, she fucks the same class of men, but for some strange reason they just see her as a ONS material.
Her hamster-brain is in overdrive and starts spinning. So in the end she creates her slut-manifesto lashing out to all sides like a soldier gone crazy with his heavy machine gun. I guess socially she died in that blaze - might have changed her name by now, but is certainly still bothersome for her around her family and former friends.
Feminism & Slutwalks are all empty words and signs - slutting around must be done in secret. All the Sex and the City propaganda did not manage to change our inherent sexual behavior patterns. Even a feminist Beta provider will shy away from her if he finds that list: "Wait a moment - you did all of that with those dudes and I am not even getting a BJ?"