Long story short, I was hanging out with a few friends when they informed me about a local strip club that was 'full service'. I thought, ehh, could be a good time so we walked there after a full night of drinking and took out $200 each.
I sat down to watch a show when a stripper offers me a dance and a bj for $200. I declined but did take the dance... Once we were back there I ended up blowing $400 and got a bj anyways. She actually started with 'I like to kiss' and then stuck her tongue in my mouth.
I rinsed my mouth out afterwards with mouth wash and ended my night after waiting half an hour for my friend.
There are just a few things that are lingering with me at this point...
I will schedule an STD test in two weeks. Should I be worried about any oral diseases?
I feel like a chump for spending that much money on a few minutes...
And to add to that, the night shined a light on a few things for me:
1) Nice guy mentality - Even with strippers... She sensed it and got more money out of me than otherwise would have been possible
2) Standoffish mentality - Strippers were talking to other random dudes while I sat there waiting for my friend. While I don't particularly care about that situation, it does hold true for my life in general. I'm not approachable for some reason.
3) I honestly feel as if I have nothing to offer at this point. This is a side effect of being at the club tonight, but it does feel true. I am like this with friends and girls that I find attractive. I don't have a thing to say to anyone many times. I don't know how the hell I will keep a girl interested at all at this point. I had a gf in the past but she even lost interest in me at a certain point...
I apologize if I'm not being lucid right now. I hope I can think better tomorrow.
I sat down to watch a show when a stripper offers me a dance and a bj for $200. I declined but did take the dance... Once we were back there I ended up blowing $400 and got a bj anyways. She actually started with 'I like to kiss' and then stuck her tongue in my mouth.
I rinsed my mouth out afterwards with mouth wash and ended my night after waiting half an hour for my friend.
There are just a few things that are lingering with me at this point...
I will schedule an STD test in two weeks. Should I be worried about any oral diseases?
I feel like a chump for spending that much money on a few minutes...
And to add to that, the night shined a light on a few things for me:
1) Nice guy mentality - Even with strippers... She sensed it and got more money out of me than otherwise would have been possible
2) Standoffish mentality - Strippers were talking to other random dudes while I sat there waiting for my friend. While I don't particularly care about that situation, it does hold true for my life in general. I'm not approachable for some reason.
3) I honestly feel as if I have nothing to offer at this point. This is a side effect of being at the club tonight, but it does feel true. I am like this with friends and girls that I find attractive. I don't have a thing to say to anyone many times. I don't know how the hell I will keep a girl interested at all at this point. I had a gf in the past but she even lost interest in me at a certain point...
I apologize if I'm not being lucid right now. I hope I can think better tomorrow.