Quote: (08-04-2014 11:23 PM)Goldmund Wrote:
I've seen a lot of this in guys who are pent-up and have that rage within.
It's weird to me because I have always been in the observer role my entire life...especially now when its my job to observe.
But it is a limiting belief and you should try to get over it.
Don't give a fuck what other people think...unless they go out of their way to disrespect you, there is no reason to get upset.
You ever get drunk with your dad? Tell him how you feel? Maybe that would help.
I have, and he tried to reassure me that I'm a strong guy, good guy, and not to go down that road of being a tough guy, it goes nowhere etc. But I don't feel it.
I feel like I wasn't born with "it", the same way that he is. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I'll never be what he is, in that aspect. I have surpassed him in certain things in life, like going to college, etc. But still.
I see it like this, yeah you got your nice job, your nice car, big business, youre in college, whatever. But how can you hold your own in a fight? Are you strong? Are you firm, are you "above" other men, or not? The thought of me not being a natural born fighter/tough guy/whatever you wanna call it, is just...
Perhaps it is stupid, and a horrible way to think, but again, based on my background and upbringing, its how I see things.
I hope other folk on this forum can relate. I figured no better place to talk about this then on a red pill forum, with some real men.