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I'm still really young but I'm noticing that it takes more and more to make me angry. I'm at a point where I just sort of laugh when all of the bullshit happens in my life. But when I get mad.. holy shit everybody better watch out because I've got enough adrenaline running through my body to power a thousand suns. When I get mad I feel like nothing can stop me. Not even a 7-foot 500 pound wrestler. I punch shit, kick,scream, throw things, break things, tear things, shove things, hit things, and just cause general destruction. Then I go for a drive, park somewhere and take a nap. An hour later I'm back to my normal happy-go-lucky self. I've never had a meltdown in public, thank goodness. Only in private. These episodes of rage are getting fewer and further in between. It used to be a monthly event, and now it's probably down to once every 6 or 7 months. I've also never hurt a person when angry, except when I was like in the second grade or something. But objects beware..

For me there isn't really a difference in how I feel when I'm upset, frustrated, flustered, overwhelmed, angry, stressed, or mad. My mind feels the same and the physical reaction is the same. So I guess no it isn't impossible to make me angry, it's just getting progressively harder.