Once again thank you gentlemen for the insights.
Maybe I just need to allow myself to enjoy certain things. I have always had to "game" in my mind certain unnecessary items to do certain things. As a random, I wanted to mess with litecoins, but I knew it would end up being a hobby so I went an opened a checking account to just get the opening account bonus so I could do this hobby and not feel like I blew money. It ended up not working out and I'll be giving those parts to a friend (I don't get linux). But it didn't feel like I spent anything - yes it cost time and mental energy - but I learned along the way.
TD, I enjoy the mental aspects of buying stuff more than sometimes buying the stuff, knowing I got a bargain (even though I spend a lot of hours finding the bargain - I could have worked a min wage job and more than paid for the item sometimes). I have always been a win with less guy. It just seems more fun. If you make a million dollars by investing 10 million, it isn't the same as making a million with nothing.
Lately, I have been living on slickdeals just buying stuff that strikes me, but oftentimes (back to DVY's point) I realized I should spend a bit more and get quality and I send it back.
I wish I were truly loaded then maybe this battle wouldn't waging now in my mind.![[Image: biggrin.gif]](https://rooshvforum.network/images/smilies/biggrin.gif)
I deeply appreciate the time people have taken to answer. Truly, thank you.
Maybe I just need to allow myself to enjoy certain things. I have always had to "game" in my mind certain unnecessary items to do certain things. As a random, I wanted to mess with litecoins, but I knew it would end up being a hobby so I went an opened a checking account to just get the opening account bonus so I could do this hobby and not feel like I blew money. It ended up not working out and I'll be giving those parts to a friend (I don't get linux). But it didn't feel like I spent anything - yes it cost time and mental energy - but I learned along the way.
TD, I enjoy the mental aspects of buying stuff more than sometimes buying the stuff, knowing I got a bargain (even though I spend a lot of hours finding the bargain - I could have worked a min wage job and more than paid for the item sometimes). I have always been a win with less guy. It just seems more fun. If you make a million dollars by investing 10 million, it isn't the same as making a million with nothing.
Lately, I have been living on slickdeals just buying stuff that strikes me, but oftentimes (back to DVY's point) I realized I should spend a bit more and get quality and I send it back.
I wish I were truly loaded then maybe this battle wouldn't waging now in my mind.
I deeply appreciate the time people have taken to answer. Truly, thank you.
Fate whispers to the warrior, "You cannot withstand the storm." And the warrior whispers back, "I am the storm."
Women and children can be careless, but not men - Don Corleone
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