Year Drinking Wagon Challenge for 2014
12-03-2013, 08:32 AM
Quote: (12-02-2013 04:27 PM)Single Dad Swag Wrote:
I probably should've stayed out of this thread. Just reminds me how impossible this shit is for me.
I drink myself to sleep nightly. Whiskey. Straight. Been going on for the better part of a decade. I know I need to cut the shit out, and I've tried… but never last long. In the last 5 years, I doubt I've been sober for more than 2 straight days. I know it's killing me. I'm extremely high-functioning. I hold down a director-level position for a large creative firm and am a high-ranking chair member of a pretty influential industry association. I don't lie to myself and pretend that I wouldn't be even more functional if I cut the boozing out.
Any time I try to go a night or two without alcohol to "prove to myself I can do it"… I toss and turn all night, wake up covered in sweat, heart races, and have the most freaky nightmares you can imagine. DTs maybe? I don't know, but yeah, I would probably need some serious in-patient care to pull some shit like this off.
Good luck to those of you who can make this happen. I don't stand a chance. I'm not ready.
You have a drinking problem but yet you can operate and excel at a high position for a reputable company?
I don't think that's possible but......some people believe OJ Simpson didn't do it so I guess anything is possible.
A man is only as faithful as his options-Chris Rock