I was a weak, timid, craven little boy. I had no father figure. I was not athletically gifted at all. I had no discipline or any idea how to apply my natural intellect. Sometime in my early 20s, I got tired of being a fucking loser. I wanted to get laid. I wanted to get strong and fit. I wanted to be like the classical heroes I looked up to growing up. I wanted to stop caring about what society thinks and expects of me. Being 'myself' wasn't working out for me, so I decided to change that.
I started reading Roosh and Heartisie. I was never good at interacting with people, so I needed someone to break it down, Barney style for me. Admittedly, I'm a pretty weird and intense guy. That's okay, instead of automatically deeming myself as a pariah and living as such, I use it to my advantage. I've had many people that have gotten to personally know me remark that the world is going to be a much less interesting place when I die.
I went from barely being able to bench the bar in HS to dead lifting 2.5x my BW. I enlisted in the Marine Corps. I went to war. I've been injured and scarred. I know that while I'm hurting and in agony now, I do truly have the mental toughness to endure and triumph. Like that Native American proverb 'When you ask for Strength, the Gods answer with difficulties and challenges'.
Game for me is not just about slaying puss. I used to think because I was not conventionally attractive I'd be stuck with mediocre women. No, that's horseshit. I've fucked girls ranging from fetish models to being in a long term relationship with a girl from a family with some very old money'. It's about looking at yourself in the mirror, and striving to be the man you want to be. Maybe it's not all possible, but I'd rather shoot for the stars and fall short than stay on the ground and doubt myself.
I started reading Roosh and Heartisie. I was never good at interacting with people, so I needed someone to break it down, Barney style for me. Admittedly, I'm a pretty weird and intense guy. That's okay, instead of automatically deeming myself as a pariah and living as such, I use it to my advantage. I've had many people that have gotten to personally know me remark that the world is going to be a much less interesting place when I die.
I went from barely being able to bench the bar in HS to dead lifting 2.5x my BW. I enlisted in the Marine Corps. I went to war. I've been injured and scarred. I know that while I'm hurting and in agony now, I do truly have the mental toughness to endure and triumph. Like that Native American proverb 'When you ask for Strength, the Gods answer with difficulties and challenges'.
Game for me is not just about slaying puss. I used to think because I was not conventionally attractive I'd be stuck with mediocre women. No, that's horseshit. I've fucked girls ranging from fetish models to being in a long term relationship with a girl from a family with some very old money'. It's about looking at yourself in the mirror, and striving to be the man you want to be. Maybe it's not all possible, but I'd rather shoot for the stars and fall short than stay on the ground and doubt myself.