I was lucky in that I had quite a bit of experience with women at a young age and so I became somewhat of a natural. However, despite of all the evidence to the contrary, I still maintained a bit of a madonna whore complex, believing that all the scandalous behaviour I'd seen from women over the years was because they were bad girls, and that I would one day meet a good girl to settle with.
I met a girl that ticked all my boxes and began to pedestalise her badly. I started dating her and instead of being my usual self, tried to act like a true gentleman nice guy sap because I thought this girl was different. I guess I fell in love with her. Anyway, a short way into our relationship, a friend told me that she had saw her out with another guy, and so I decided to hack her facebook. The shit I saw made me feel like I'd been kicked in the stomach, and I couldn't eat a thing for a day or so.
Trying to make sense of it all I went online and within a few hours of googling and following links, I came across Chateau Heartiste and Rational Male (and a little later Roosh). I absorbed what I was reading like a sponge, and everything just clicked into place because I had so much past reference experience already.
After that I just became icey, and to this day, if I have a chance to look inside a girl's phone, or facebook etc, then I will because you can guarantee that you will find some treacherous shit that will keep your heart cold.
I met a girl that ticked all my boxes and began to pedestalise her badly. I started dating her and instead of being my usual self, tried to act like a true gentleman nice guy sap because I thought this girl was different. I guess I fell in love with her. Anyway, a short way into our relationship, a friend told me that she had saw her out with another guy, and so I decided to hack her facebook. The shit I saw made me feel like I'd been kicked in the stomach, and I couldn't eat a thing for a day or so.
Trying to make sense of it all I went online and within a few hours of googling and following links, I came across Chateau Heartiste and Rational Male (and a little later Roosh). I absorbed what I was reading like a sponge, and everything just clicked into place because I had so much past reference experience already.
After that I just became icey, and to this day, if I have a chance to look inside a girl's phone, or facebook etc, then I will because you can guarantee that you will find some treacherous shit that will keep your heart cold.