yeah, what others have said it sounds like you might be an alcoholic.
if you keep drinking it sucks because of the reasons you listed. if you stop drinking it sucks cause you have to learn EVERYTHING all over again like a normal person. its kind of a lose-lose situation, but only the 2nd path is the true path.
if you keep drinking it sucks because of the reasons you listed. if you stop drinking it sucks cause you have to learn EVERYTHING all over again like a normal person. its kind of a lose-lose situation, but only the 2nd path is the true path.