[KPMGangster]

Sounds like you do like this girl alot. As much as you say you don't deep down you know you do. If you didn't then you wouldn't be writing about her and the situation, it would just be like any other random hook up or whatever. My advice is to drop that chick cold turkey and not talk to her at all, no texting or phone calls, just no communication cuz i know you are still doing all of that! As for you being so stupid for so long..... well the simple answer is that you really truly liked her and you saw what was happening right in front of you but you just didnt want to believe it was happening because you liked her alot and you didnt want to think the worst of her like that. This is a classic case of two players playing eachother.