I have been trying to cut back and its scarily harder than I thought. I have grown up with internet porn and realised that I could not go a few days without landing on one of the million sof porn sites at my finger tips.
The reason I want to quit and the reason I cant is because if Im clean for 3 or 4 days I feel completely energised. The wind blows and I get a boner... the prospect of sex makes me feel alive and happy. However its frustrating and my mind becomes completely focused on Pussy and nothing else!!! Porn is a quick release and brings me back down to a normal level. See Im not sure if this is a product of porn addiction or if I use it as a tool to calm down ; /
Anyway... I continue my battle.
http://dangerandplay.wordpress.com/2012/...-sex-life/
The reason I want to quit and the reason I cant is because if Im clean for 3 or 4 days I feel completely energised. The wind blows and I get a boner... the prospect of sex makes me feel alive and happy. However its frustrating and my mind becomes completely focused on Pussy and nothing else!!! Porn is a quick release and brings me back down to a normal level. See Im not sure if this is a product of porn addiction or if I use it as a tool to calm down ; /
Anyway... I continue my battle.
http://dangerandplay.wordpress.com/2012/...-sex-life/