Asking here for some input,
i`m trying to figure out which substance i could get the most out of. I`m interested in introspection, and potential personal progress/healing, and won`t be doing it for a trippy experience.
Background:
Been thinking about it forever, been reading trip reports forever and im well into my 30s now.
Previous experiences are limited to doses too small for any effects.
The hesitence to do big enough doses comes out of fear.
Some of the fear is probably irrationally indoctrinated through childhood propaganda lessons.
A lot of it is the fear of not being in control of things after consumption.
And i suspect most of it is having to face stuff i`ve buried over the years, figuring out all the escape mechanisms and habits developed to avoid it, and the changes that might follow afterwards.
If that made sense.
Maybe im just overthinking things.
But pretty sure i wont be able to shake the fear before the trip and the ego will be in full protection mode. Nonetheless will go into it with clear intentions and purpose so the substance hopefully can take me on the right path.
With that in mind, been thinking shrooms but would like some input from experienced folks.
i`m trying to figure out which substance i could get the most out of. I`m interested in introspection, and potential personal progress/healing, and won`t be doing it for a trippy experience.
Background:
Been thinking about it forever, been reading trip reports forever and im well into my 30s now.
Previous experiences are limited to doses too small for any effects.
The hesitence to do big enough doses comes out of fear.
Some of the fear is probably irrationally indoctrinated through childhood propaganda lessons.
A lot of it is the fear of not being in control of things after consumption.
And i suspect most of it is having to face stuff i`ve buried over the years, figuring out all the escape mechanisms and habits developed to avoid it, and the changes that might follow afterwards.
If that made sense.
Maybe im just overthinking things.
But pretty sure i wont be able to shake the fear before the trip and the ego will be in full protection mode. Nonetheless will go into it with clear intentions and purpose so the substance hopefully can take me on the right path.
With that in mind, been thinking shrooms but would like some input from experienced folks.