Okay. The title of this thread basically explains it.
I am stuck in uni and i live in my parents house in Australia. I study only a Finance major. I have an assignment for a business law unit due next Monday, out of a max 2,000 words I've only written 100. I have less than 3 days and i've done nothing for it.
I simply feel such a deep revulsion and aversion towards university. It feels like a massive scam. I'm going into debt for a degree that only serves the purpose of solidifying me into the NPC wage slave system of the corporate western world. I would have already quit in a heartbeat but my parents went hysterical at me the last time i seriously mentioned it. They started yelling at me and having urgent "conversations" (read: Lectures) with me for hours to change my mind. At first i actually did a double degree with Law, but i dropped it (Thank fuck). That was at the end of last year. From then, to appease them, I agreed that i would continue with this degree for 2 years (until it finishes). My Dad did say that he doesn't care what i do in life, as long as i finish university. I find it dumb that he considers uni to be this important and I think its a silly mentality from his good old boomer days.
Considering I'm in my very early 20's, 2 years (including this one) at uni, isn't a very long time. My problem is that i just feel a contempt and disgust for uni that repulses me from studying well. I've argued and feuded with my parents enough. They would literally disown me if i decided to drop university. This wouldn't be an issue but i know that it would separate me from my immediate family forever, and even my extended family (since they're close).
However, if i'm honest, I'm not really using all this other time very productively at all. I mostly spend it browsing youtube and just wasting it doing other basic things like reading websites on the internet. I simply can't focus for shit when it comes to studying. I can do slightly better on my private niche site but i really don't do much of anything at all that brings me any money or permanent benefits.
What i'm asking here though is this: Am i lacking the balls to just drop uni and tell the dumb boomers to gtfo so i can then get a job, to save money, to prepare for my permanent exit from wage slavery?
OR
Am i being weak and lazy with my studying and need to put in more discipline and willpower?
Which one is it. I'm really not sure. Which option do i choose?
This is literally the defining and decisive crossroads of my life right now. I know this isn't the most exciting thing in the world for most people to read on a RooshVForum, but it is destiny changing for me.
I am stuck in uni and i live in my parents house in Australia. I study only a Finance major. I have an assignment for a business law unit due next Monday, out of a max 2,000 words I've only written 100. I have less than 3 days and i've done nothing for it.
I simply feel such a deep revulsion and aversion towards university. It feels like a massive scam. I'm going into debt for a degree that only serves the purpose of solidifying me into the NPC wage slave system of the corporate western world. I would have already quit in a heartbeat but my parents went hysterical at me the last time i seriously mentioned it. They started yelling at me and having urgent "conversations" (read: Lectures) with me for hours to change my mind. At first i actually did a double degree with Law, but i dropped it (Thank fuck). That was at the end of last year. From then, to appease them, I agreed that i would continue with this degree for 2 years (until it finishes). My Dad did say that he doesn't care what i do in life, as long as i finish university. I find it dumb that he considers uni to be this important and I think its a silly mentality from his good old boomer days.
Considering I'm in my very early 20's, 2 years (including this one) at uni, isn't a very long time. My problem is that i just feel a contempt and disgust for uni that repulses me from studying well. I've argued and feuded with my parents enough. They would literally disown me if i decided to drop university. This wouldn't be an issue but i know that it would separate me from my immediate family forever, and even my extended family (since they're close).
However, if i'm honest, I'm not really using all this other time very productively at all. I mostly spend it browsing youtube and just wasting it doing other basic things like reading websites on the internet. I simply can't focus for shit when it comes to studying. I can do slightly better on my private niche site but i really don't do much of anything at all that brings me any money or permanent benefits.
What i'm asking here though is this: Am i lacking the balls to just drop uni and tell the dumb boomers to gtfo so i can then get a job, to save money, to prepare for my permanent exit from wage slavery?
OR
Am i being weak and lazy with my studying and need to put in more discipline and willpower?
Which one is it. I'm really not sure. Which option do i choose?
This is literally the defining and decisive crossroads of my life right now. I know this isn't the most exciting thing in the world for most people to read on a RooshVForum, but it is destiny changing for me.
"And guess what, you might have a feeling that youre destined for something else, and that any day now it will dawn on you, but it will remain that, just a feeling that you use as a crutch to never focus on anything", Beirut.