I'd find a good older male psychologist. That level of approach anxiety is for a reason (esp beyond 30s). It sounds like there's a certain discomfort you have with just being yourself.
Glad to have you out of MGTOW though, that takes brutal self-honesty and courage. Get yourself back into society. Go find a good psychologist to talk through these topics you probably don't like even thinking about and never talk about besides on this forum (just a guess).
Glad to have you out of MGTOW though, that takes brutal self-honesty and courage. Get yourself back into society. Go find a good psychologist to talk through these topics you probably don't like even thinking about and never talk about besides on this forum (just a guess).
“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.”