If you have not heard anything from your ex after 6 months she is most likely gone. Best to accept this. Hard but most likely scenario, old boy.
It is hard after you lived in a comfortable house to do the renting with roommate, I feel your pain. But this situation is overcome in due course, you can always buy a house again. Best to rent until you are clearer on what you want.
In the long run I think you will look back on this and find that it was all for the best. You dodged a bullet with a Russian who was pressuring you to have children. Children end all game. If you have children it is all over. So you should only do that if you feel you want it. Obviously you did not. So you dodged a bullet in not caving to the children demand. Well done. Now you can get your life back to what you want it to be. This is an opportunity for you.
It is hard after you lived in a comfortable house to do the renting with roommate, I feel your pain. But this situation is overcome in due course, you can always buy a house again. Best to rent until you are clearer on what you want.
In the long run I think you will look back on this and find that it was all for the best. You dodged a bullet with a Russian who was pressuring you to have children. Children end all game. If you have children it is all over. So you should only do that if you feel you want it. Obviously you did not. So you dodged a bullet in not caving to the children demand. Well done. Now you can get your life back to what you want it to be. This is an opportunity for you.