Thank you very much for all the great recommendations. Here's what i've noticed so far, when I ignore her she tries to get my attention and find excuses to speak with me, but once I'm open with her and give her my attention she ignores me. She invites me to do stuff alone, nothing that involves money, things like relaxing in the park, or hiking, actually I haven't spent a dime on her yet. She's in the left wing and I might be the middle-eastern friend-accessory to her, a thing that never crossed my mind but on the other hand, all her friends have the same mentality and attitude so having a non-white friend is something normal for them, i've met many friends of friends of her social circle who come from different places.
I think she has issues with her bf, she slept with other guys while they are together, and he also see someone, I'm not sure if they cheat on each other and then make it up, or they're in some open-relationship, yet when i ask her about him, her eyes shine and she talks with happiness about him. I don't want to be her boyfriend, she seem as someone who have emotional issues and I'm not in a position to handle this right now, I'm trying to figure out if i have a chance to be intimate with her. Why i just don't forget her and find someone else? because most people here don't see middle eastern in any positive way, lots of prejudices and negativity is associated with us and the little interest this girl shows in me is very very rare, i don't even get friend-zoned here.
All in all, I think she is using me to feed her ego, she seems to me as someone who has lots of issues and insecurities and manipulating me probably give her some feeling of power or validation...I'm still guessing though.
I think she has issues with her bf, she slept with other guys while they are together, and he also see someone, I'm not sure if they cheat on each other and then make it up, or they're in some open-relationship, yet when i ask her about him, her eyes shine and she talks with happiness about him. I don't want to be her boyfriend, she seem as someone who have emotional issues and I'm not in a position to handle this right now, I'm trying to figure out if i have a chance to be intimate with her. Why i just don't forget her and find someone else? because most people here don't see middle eastern in any positive way, lots of prejudices and negativity is associated with us and the little interest this girl shows in me is very very rare, i don't even get friend-zoned here.
All in all, I think she is using me to feed her ego, she seems to me as someone who has lots of issues and insecurities and manipulating me probably give her some feeling of power or validation...I'm still guessing though.