Good luck on finding happiness.
I unfortunately don't know enough about your disorder to help you.
I will tell you a story though, about 15 years ago, when I was in the military, a bunch of us guys would go party in Nashville. There was always this same guy on the dancefloor. We called him dancing charley because he would never leave the dance floor. This kid was always making out and grinding on the hottest girls, week after week. This was before the whole "game and PUA" stuff came about. We figured Charlie was a huge player, so one day I bought him a beer and tried to talk to him. Turns out he was deaf. He stayed on the dancefloor because he had his own method of attracting women without having to speak. No one knew he was deaf unless he told them. I have no idea how he kept on beat and tempo but he did it.
So what I'm saying is if you have social problems, find your own niche. Think about visiting a country where people don't speak the same language as you. Try Thailand or something like that first. Girls there are going to be a little more forgiving than somewhere like Denmark and Ukraine. As you progress and figure this out, then you can branch out to Eastern Europe or wherever you choose.
I unfortunately don't know enough about your disorder to help you.
I will tell you a story though, about 15 years ago, when I was in the military, a bunch of us guys would go party in Nashville. There was always this same guy on the dancefloor. We called him dancing charley because he would never leave the dance floor. This kid was always making out and grinding on the hottest girls, week after week. This was before the whole "game and PUA" stuff came about. We figured Charlie was a huge player, so one day I bought him a beer and tried to talk to him. Turns out he was deaf. He stayed on the dancefloor because he had his own method of attracting women without having to speak. No one knew he was deaf unless he told them. I have no idea how he kept on beat and tempo but he did it.
So what I'm saying is if you have social problems, find your own niche. Think about visiting a country where people don't speak the same language as you. Try Thailand or something like that first. Girls there are going to be a little more forgiving than somewhere like Denmark and Ukraine. As you progress and figure this out, then you can branch out to Eastern Europe or wherever you choose.