Also another note I feel is important; I've been slowly and surely changing step-by-step mentally since the past year, but it wasn't until like two-three months ago when it finally clicked/coalesced.
It's like I stopped giving a shit, and just started saying out loud whatever was on my mind. For the time being, i've been shutting off my filter; If someone is bothering me off, i'll tell them to their face that they're bothering me.
It's weird..I'm way more happy/content, but people think i'm more negative, "an asshole" now. I've burned a lot of bridges in just the last couple months alone, a lot of my previous "friends" now hate me haha cuz I'm not afraid to speak my mind on anything any more.
Honestly, I'm not used to having enemies, but it's kind of catharthic/weird to now know that there are people out there that I used to call "friends" now dislike me.
I couldn't give a shit though, this is who I truly am, and if they don't like it, they can kindly fuck off.
If anyone remembers, I was afraid of telling my dad I wasn't becoming a doctor in the last thread, and I thought he was controlling me...well, I confronted him, and told him that I was going to do whatever the fuck I wanted to do in life and I respect him but he needs to also respect me.
It's like I stopped giving a shit, and just started saying out loud whatever was on my mind. For the time being, i've been shutting off my filter; If someone is bothering me off, i'll tell them to their face that they're bothering me.
It's weird..I'm way more happy/content, but people think i'm more negative, "an asshole" now. I've burned a lot of bridges in just the last couple months alone, a lot of my previous "friends" now hate me haha cuz I'm not afraid to speak my mind on anything any more.
Honestly, I'm not used to having enemies, but it's kind of catharthic/weird to now know that there are people out there that I used to call "friends" now dislike me.
I couldn't give a shit though, this is who I truly am, and if they don't like it, they can kindly fuck off.
If anyone remembers, I was afraid of telling my dad I wasn't becoming a doctor in the last thread, and I thought he was controlling me...well, I confronted him, and told him that I was going to do whatever the fuck I wanted to do in life and I respect him but he needs to also respect me.