Quote: (12-04-2015 02:46 PM)Centurion Wrote:
Hopefully I don't kill myself. But being there myself it's pretty much moods swinging back and forth, and being "possessed" by depression at a critical moment that might make you pull the trigger.
Centurion, I'm glad to see your updates, but I missed this part here, and it's really too much for the forum. You are either a) being melodramatic, or b) dealing with something that a bunch of random guys on the internet are in no way, shape, or form prepared to help you with.
Get into a doctor, Man. If you're already seeing him every fortnight, as you say, it's time to give him a ring and let him know if suicide is really a serious consideration for you because that's not something you should be turning to an online forum for help with. We're not qualified to respond to that and it's unfair to put us in that position in the first place.
In fact, I can almost guarantee there are rules in place here at the forum against us giving advice for a problem of this nature.
Keep updating us with what's going on and what you learn in those books or from your therapist - I appreciated seeing how much effort you're putting into soaking up the book. But it should be made perfectly clear that this is not the platform for a discussion about suicide.
Beyond All Seas
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe.
To be your own man is a hard business. If you try it, you'll be lonely often, and sometimes
frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself." - Kipling
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe.
To be your own man is a hard business. If you try it, you'll be lonely often, and sometimes
frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself." - Kipling