I've been noticing lately that while I am grateful to have taken the red pill, I find that the thought of gaming women and hooking up has become extremely distracting.
I wrench my neck everywhere I go ogling dames on the street and thinking about sex with them. I'm on my phone far too often texting bitches trying to make plans, spamming OKC to acquire new prospects and work on ones I have, and when I go out I feel that too much of my attention is spent on girls.
I'm almost 30 and I feel like my sex drive and general desire to be with women is too distracting for being the age that I am and living the lifestyle that I live. I wasn't this way before game - in fact in the year or so after my last serious LTR I was pretty absent minded about relationships and actively trying to meet women and I look upon that time as pretty productive and peaceful.
Anyone else know what I'm talking about? Maybe this is some weird stage of game and maturity where I'm having trouble coping with something. Maybe I'm just lonely? I did just move to a new part of the country and I have little social life currently. I don't know - mostly just seems like a self control issue.
Part of it goes back to this thread: thread-50515.html and the fact that gaming broads and spinning plates is not exactly "adding" to my life. Sometimes (most times?) it feels like its taking away.
Anyone else familiar with this?
I wrench my neck everywhere I go ogling dames on the street and thinking about sex with them. I'm on my phone far too often texting bitches trying to make plans, spamming OKC to acquire new prospects and work on ones I have, and when I go out I feel that too much of my attention is spent on girls.
I'm almost 30 and I feel like my sex drive and general desire to be with women is too distracting for being the age that I am and living the lifestyle that I live. I wasn't this way before game - in fact in the year or so after my last serious LTR I was pretty absent minded about relationships and actively trying to meet women and I look upon that time as pretty productive and peaceful.
Anyone else know what I'm talking about? Maybe this is some weird stage of game and maturity where I'm having trouble coping with something. Maybe I'm just lonely? I did just move to a new part of the country and I have little social life currently. I don't know - mostly just seems like a self control issue.
Part of it goes back to this thread: thread-50515.html and the fact that gaming broads and spinning plates is not exactly "adding" to my life. Sometimes (most times?) it feels like its taking away.
Anyone else familiar with this?