I was very busy with the last semester of my final year of university, so I did zero day game and only night game one night a week with a big group of boys while drunk (so I have the crutch of alcohol PLUS the crutch of having my boys to fall back on and give me situational confidence).
I used to go to bars alone and sober and I MUCH preferred it, but now that I had taken about 2 months off from doing that all of my old feelings are coming back. Feeling tense, uneasy, like everyone is watching me, like I look like a loser. It sucks but I know I need to just smash through it full-force.
Like a phoenix rising from the ashes, I think experiences like this will ultimately make our game stronger - provided you push through the shitty awkward part.
I used to go to bars alone and sober and I MUCH preferred it, but now that I had taken about 2 months off from doing that all of my old feelings are coming back. Feeling tense, uneasy, like everyone is watching me, like I look like a loser. It sucks but I know I need to just smash through it full-force.
Like a phoenix rising from the ashes, I think experiences like this will ultimately make our game stronger - provided you push through the shitty awkward part.
Grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference