Got a decent job where I can make money, spend and save every paycheck, got my own place with a girl who gives me support in everything, got my own car, pay my own bills, cut out toxic friends and family, stopped patrying and wasting unessasary money.
Overall I am leagues above the man I used to be just a year ago, I am eating healthier and women are always eying me down when im with my girl, so all fine and dandy right? Not quite, I cant really put my finger on it but something is missing, I dont feel satisfied, I was going to join the military last year active duty but I ended up backing out, part of me still wants to at least join the reserves, I am 27 maybe its too early to tell but I dunno if I am cut out for this "home life" stuff, I need constant new in my life, I want to be able to travel, do different things, be around new people, I hate being in a constant state of the same, in some ways I appreciate it like my woman and her support but I just dont know.
I dont want to make it sound bleak, I have improved my self ten fold compared to what I was but I hope someone understands my point of view.
Overall I am leagues above the man I used to be just a year ago, I am eating healthier and women are always eying me down when im with my girl, so all fine and dandy right? Not quite, I cant really put my finger on it but something is missing, I dont feel satisfied, I was going to join the military last year active duty but I ended up backing out, part of me still wants to at least join the reserves, I am 27 maybe its too early to tell but I dunno if I am cut out for this "home life" stuff, I need constant new in my life, I want to be able to travel, do different things, be around new people, I hate being in a constant state of the same, in some ways I appreciate it like my woman and her support but I just dont know.
I dont want to make it sound bleak, I have improved my self ten fold compared to what I was but I hope someone understands my point of view.