Alright first off, I'm typing this drunk after a relatively disapointing night out at the local bars. Tonight in my drunken state, I'm questioning a lot of shit. I got a girl that I most recently banged that I've had repeat sessions with, that isn't the hottest probably a 6, but she's really fucking cool, down to earth, smart, funny, etc. She wants to kick it on the regular, and be my girlfriend. Now I'm a guy who since getting into the game, as had a decent amount of SNL, but not real LTR's. I've basically been avoiding this girl lately, because I've wanted to increase my "quality" and pull girls on the 8+ scale.
Well tonight, I have to admit was a bit frustrating. From a "rookies" perspective it may have been a good night, I got 3 make outs with 2 latinas and one Filipino, all the girls were 8 + on the scale, but all the girls were some fucking skanky ass player bitches (in my opinion). Maybe this is some bitch shit to complain about, and it may say something about my game (I'll admit), but I was drunk making out heavy and grinding on these chicks at various points in the night, and at some point with each girl, they broke away to "use the bathroom" or "find their girlfriend". Next time I see them they're all over some other dude, making out with him, going at it heavy, like they were with me like literally 5 mins. earlier.
Now I'm not trying to be the bitch beta jealous guy (been there, down that), but I got to admit I'm like WTF? I know we're all young and trying to have fun, but it's like that? For real, these are the girls that get me disallusioned and jaded about the "game"... I have to admit, I've increasingly given less and less of a fuck, and thats probably good for me "inner game", but it's nights like tonight, that make me feel like it's all a bunch of bullshit!! I feel like instead of trying to pick up "hotter" girls that are just some fucking "tricks", I should have been kicking it with the girl that digs me and wants to be with me (the 6) that I basically have ignored to go out "sarging" this past weekend for "hotter" girls. I guess I'm just confused at the moment and frustrated with my situation. Now as I type this I feel like I should have just kicked with "my girl" that is cool, and treats me like a king, instead of these hotter skanky ass bar hoes.
Anyone feel where I'm coming from, or can relate? It's like some ying and yang shit, where I'm trying to deal with the desire to have sex with hotter women, while understanding that these hotter girls are more stuck up and prone to all the bullshit, games, player ways, etc. It puts things into perspective for me, maybe I'll change my mind when I wake up tommorrow, but right now, I am feeling like I need to lock down my chill as girl who is only a "6", but will treat me right, instead of going through the "grind" of constantly trying to pull hotter girls (8-10s) from that bars, that are just some scandelous hoes.
Anyone got any thoughts or ideas on this chime in...
Well tonight, I have to admit was a bit frustrating. From a "rookies" perspective it may have been a good night, I got 3 make outs with 2 latinas and one Filipino, all the girls were 8 + on the scale, but all the girls were some fucking skanky ass player bitches (in my opinion). Maybe this is some bitch shit to complain about, and it may say something about my game (I'll admit), but I was drunk making out heavy and grinding on these chicks at various points in the night, and at some point with each girl, they broke away to "use the bathroom" or "find their girlfriend". Next time I see them they're all over some other dude, making out with him, going at it heavy, like they were with me like literally 5 mins. earlier.
Now I'm not trying to be the bitch beta jealous guy (been there, down that), but I got to admit I'm like WTF? I know we're all young and trying to have fun, but it's like that? For real, these are the girls that get me disallusioned and jaded about the "game"... I have to admit, I've increasingly given less and less of a fuck, and thats probably good for me "inner game", but it's nights like tonight, that make me feel like it's all a bunch of bullshit!! I feel like instead of trying to pick up "hotter" girls that are just some fucking "tricks", I should have been kicking it with the girl that digs me and wants to be with me (the 6) that I basically have ignored to go out "sarging" this past weekend for "hotter" girls. I guess I'm just confused at the moment and frustrated with my situation. Now as I type this I feel like I should have just kicked with "my girl" that is cool, and treats me like a king, instead of these hotter skanky ass bar hoes.
Anyone feel where I'm coming from, or can relate? It's like some ying and yang shit, where I'm trying to deal with the desire to have sex with hotter women, while understanding that these hotter girls are more stuck up and prone to all the bullshit, games, player ways, etc. It puts things into perspective for me, maybe I'll change my mind when I wake up tommorrow, but right now, I am feeling like I need to lock down my chill as girl who is only a "6", but will treat me right, instead of going through the "grind" of constantly trying to pull hotter girls (8-10s) from that bars, that are just some scandelous hoes.
Anyone got any thoughts or ideas on this chime in...