Quote: (11-21-2012 08:46 PM)MSW2007 Wrote:
Hey Captain, how are you doing? Have you landed a decent job yet?
No, not yet. I've been a bit lazy on the job hunt though.
As of now I am signing up for full time when I get it and working. I was hit with a lot of expenses so I have to step up to the plate to cover them.
I made business cards and became a member of a large networking group here in Tampa. I am slowly inching out to meet people and get connections.
As far as gaming it is mostly inner game. I have been working out at the gym for a couple months and been working through some self help material.The gym must be shaping me up because two random women asked me if I worked out as I was running errands. I am not big but toned. Either way it is starting to pay off. A paradigm shift is occurring.
I noticed that a lot of my issues with women are psychological. I interpret many different situations with women in the negative. I've done A LOT of journal writing to try and figure out what really scares me, what coping mechanisms have become automatic, what genuine strengths I have, and what patterns I repeat.
I see a lot of potential in Tampa but you have to get out there and experience it. I ordered day bang and plan on reading it next month.
I've been working the meet up.com front a bit. I met one girl via meetup.com but she wasn't my type. Things fizzled out when I mentioned I was sick of assertive white women being all over television (she is a white girl, very career oriented, favorite t.v. show is Homeland which stars an assertive white woman taking on the world, wants to live in Washington D.C., yeah..you can't make this shit up).
One day at a time brother...
Ahab