I had a stressful USA job before I left-the source of the money that allows me to stay here.
When I got to the Philippines, I gradually realized that I had some diseases, much like someone from the 17th century might not realize that the constant pain they had in their teeth was called "toothache", and that one did not have to suffer from it if they knew how to obtain treatment.
First I realized, I was tense all the time, and relaxing took days and days.
Then after having young attractive women available to me more or less whenever I wanted, I recognized the emotional state I was used to as the norm in America --loneliness--was something I did not have to suffer from.
I was Insane on Arrival.
Better than Dead on Arrival anyway.![[Image: dodgy.gif]](https://rooshvforum.network/images/smilies/dodgy.gif)
I won't accept being lonely , or anxious over things any more.
It's my life and I'll do what I want.
Hoping for some hate guys-- my dinner date tonight; 40 years younger than me:
I highly recommend AA Barbecue in Cebu, cheap, I didn't get sick and a relaxed semi-outdoor setting with open sky, music not harshly blaring, and decent open acoustics so everyone's talk doesn't echo in on itself.
When I got to the Philippines, I gradually realized that I had some diseases, much like someone from the 17th century might not realize that the constant pain they had in their teeth was called "toothache", and that one did not have to suffer from it if they knew how to obtain treatment.
First I realized, I was tense all the time, and relaxing took days and days.
Then after having young attractive women available to me more or less whenever I wanted, I recognized the emotional state I was used to as the norm in America --loneliness--was something I did not have to suffer from.
I was Insane on Arrival.
Better than Dead on Arrival anyway.
I won't accept being lonely , or anxious over things any more.
It's my life and I'll do what I want.
Hoping for some hate guys-- my dinner date tonight; 40 years younger than me:
I highly recommend AA Barbecue in Cebu, cheap, I didn't get sick and a relaxed semi-outdoor setting with open sky, music not harshly blaring, and decent open acoustics so everyone's talk doesn't echo in on itself.