[jasond]

It's very hard to diagnose someone's problems just by reading their story in text form. I would try to upload some in-field audio or video.

The OP might also want to try a long-term training program by a reputable game guru. For instance, DJ Fuji has good reviews and specializes in virgins. If you move to Los Angeles, he will work with you every week for as long as you need it...

http://www.taoofdjfuji.com/training/long...-programs/