My situation is totally different.
Since starting to think more on a "red pill" level about 2 years ago, I have wanted to rewind time to my 20s and put myself into risks, both business and personal.
BUT, now I have a good size family I started which I would also be risking if I did that NOW.
Believe me, I still want to do it but the obstacles are greater to surpass.
I envy you cats that don't have this and can have the freedom fairly unconditionally.
Maybe think of yourself as me with a DeLorean dialed in to, say, 15 years ago .
Since starting to think more on a "red pill" level about 2 years ago, I have wanted to rewind time to my 20s and put myself into risks, both business and personal.
BUT, now I have a good size family I started which I would also be risking if I did that NOW.
Believe me, I still want to do it but the obstacles are greater to surpass.
I envy you cats that don't have this and can have the freedom fairly unconditionally.
Maybe think of yourself as me with a DeLorean dialed in to, say, 15 years ago .